My Sweetest....

Even though you regard them as your closest friend, they, she or he might not regard you as one.

That sentence was told by my sister awhile ago when we were having this hot topic on "BestFriends". What we shared between ourselves were indeed true. Why bother to let others know about our personal problems when the other party is not even in the least interested to give a heck about your life ? He/She frequents the club, hits the town all the time, busy enjoying her life out there with the rest of her friends and seldom keeps in contact with you and worst of all, he/she doesn't takes initiative to date you. He/She would think otherwise for the above mentioned because He/She doesn't even realise what has been going on. In short, i am neglected by her.

Do allow me to state this paragraph. Hmmm. You tell me that something is going on in your life and things are going haywired which means getting out of hands yet on the other hand, i could see that you are the one making it happen. What exactly are you thinking? When it happens, the more you should change the situation or rather stop whatever you are getting hooked on to get the main problem/worry solved. Shouldn't you get that done instead of getting yourself trapped in that pathetic circle ? As a friend of yours, i'm getting too worried for your life. Too worried that anytime anyday you might be the one suffering like a whore in the end. I was neglected by you all thanks to the changes you made in your life. Sad to say, i've lost all confidence in this friendship of ours.

If i were to have a choice to make, i'd rather choose not to have any bestfriend right from the start. We all live for ourselves and not for others. From now onwards, i'll only have my family members, boyfriend and not forgetting my JDBC & girlfriends to confide in. I can no longer hold trust in friendship(s) anymore. I've learnt from an incident which took place that almost made my loved ones left me behind. All in all, i feel sorry for myself.

Look, do you even have the time to care ?