My Sweetest....

I was a lil' tetchy this afternoon when i learnt about the convo. Infuriating!
therefore..... i tried to control my emotions
Despite having someone who is trying so hard to be the barrier between us, it may sound sad and seems tough, but still.. i am going to be strong and i must not drop a tear.

Will you feel happy only when they leave me?
Will you feel satisfied only when they hurt me?

How many years must i put up with this ?
Past few years had gone, you are still behaving the same old you.
When would you ever change ?
& This time round, i thought i'd be more than happy enough but there again, you interfered in my life and even threatened to put a stop to my happiness.
Why.. Just why are you still doing this to me everytime ?
Is that how you prove your love and care towards me ?

Whose the real one being self-centered & over-protective ?
Tell me.
He was not the one who influenced me or taught me how to create & tell lies.
It was you, your unscrupulous doings & all. You are simply too much.
Because of your bloody fucking character, i have no choice but to tell lies to you. Look at the way you're controlling me, am i your pet or your beloved ? Right from the start, I didn't even receive any love from you at all. It's all fake!
To be frank, you are just bringing harm to me.
your definition of LOVE/CARE is totally wrong.....
Why don't you just mind about your own business instead?
Your marriage is on the rocks and you can't even handle it well...
So, whose the failure? It's not him, it is you.
You didn't play a good role of how a mother should love her own daughter.

You claimed that he's good, you claimed that he's bad.
Why contradict your own words at the end of the day?
A woman like you who coops herself at home all day long... What do you know ?
for your info, You know nuts about what's going on between us. Don't ever jump to conclusions and please, please stop being a smart alec.
it is not up to you to judge/comment on him. Where are all your rights to do so?
C'on, you have none...... The one who treated me unfairly is you, you, you.
I do not see any need for me to show or to give respect to you because you don't even deserve the least of it.
forgetting about the needs and feelings of others because you are thinking about what you want? Your rash and thoughtless actions are only out to hurt me and to pull me down.
i tell you, i'll not let this be successful.. as my mind is strong enough to pull me through.
Just a barrier and another obstacle to face. Therefore, i believe it will be over very soon.
In no time?

Hurl more vulgarities, step more on my tail and i'll play tic for tac.
M, you know me very well inside out.
Why do this to agitate both of us?
We can never have a good tete-a-tete, let alone heart to heart talks.

Jaded; Joy-less life.
Nothing can stop us now.