My Sweetest....

"Darling, u never go to school right? What happen to u? I'm very worried. Today my eyelid keep twitching. Like bad omen... "
5Jan 09, 11:41AM

Me love the feeling of baby's getting worried for me. It's love.

I gave school a miss today. Probably due to the last late night i had?
Despite having numerous of morning calls and with the help of my alarm, i still failed to wake up from my dreams. It's waxing practical today, a pity that i gave hair removal a miss. Slept my way through til the clock strikes 530pm and i've decided not to sleep any longer. I'm afraid tonight's gonna be another late turning in for me. Baby gonna tick me off if i skip another day of school.

1/2 day's gone just by sleeping away most of the time. Such a waste, i could have spent it on other doings such as revising through my notes ? Ransack the whole of my wardrobe and tidy them up ? Throw away unwanted stuffs or perhaps, cut more of the cotton wool for practical use in future. So ever since i'm up till now, i've been sitting infront of my PC listening to musics on imeem, watching videos on youtube & practically laughing away. Initially, i wanted to watch some chn8/5 shows on Mobtv as i've a spam account on hand but everything cocked up my plan and i had to think of what to do next. Informed baby and he taught me the method of dl-ing, it still doesn't work out for me! Rahhhhhhhh. Pissed me off for an hour plus so i've decided not to go on with it. E above explained why i'm here posting. Boredom kills.

My previous lesson taught and gave me a whole new perspective on rs/life.
It's right that you should feel sorry for yourself now and put the blame all on your mistake committed previously. You have totally no one to blame at all and the plight that you're in now are all caused by you yourself. Why bother to return after such a long time ? Feeling remorseful ? Long time ago i've forgotten all that took place. Save the trouble of reminiscing, nothing can be done at all. Even if i am alone today, i'll still be strong enough and never allow myself to get hurt again. How i wish i can un-make all my mistake as well, why was i blinded ? That was too silly of me.
You, please forget about me.