My Sweetest....

In the beginning, it always feels good to talk/discuss about future plans such as starting a family, having babies, honeymoon, places to travel & living under one roof etc. It feels especially good bringing up such issues with someone whom you love, whom you wanna settle down with.

It feeeeels great and i've always been loving it.
The feeling is just exactly how first love feels like.
You're the first who can ever make me feel so special about this love.
&We've always loved talking about it together until tonight..

it became a sensitive issue.
What happened?

seems like we can't go on mentioning anymore.
It used to be, "great mind thinks alike" ? and we would often agree with each other' sayings.
now, it's drawing apart and i can't figure out what's on your mind.
I've ever tried reading you although knowing you wouldn't allow me or anyone to. It's really getting hard on me, Ive made an effort to do it yet i failed.

I began to realise that reading you is beyond my ability.
& i'm afraid to go on like this.

Communication breakdown or truth is that i do not know you well ?