My Sweetest....

Eeeek. It rained the whole last night til this morning and it stopped for awhile now it's starting to rain again. I can't deny the fact that sleeping in air-conditioned room feels extremely goooood when it's pouring heavily. I love to hear the raindrops outside my window (although im not VERY near to it) still, i feel goood - lalalalalalala.

my handphone automatically wakes me up everyday at 8am due to the alarm which ive set it to help me wake at 8am sharp whenever there's school, or there's work. Since today i'm free from any of it, i thought i could have my beauty sleep all the way til noon. NO. I was awaken by the music on my gadget and please call me Ms-Silly, i woke up from my bed thinking that "i have school today! " so i stepped out of my room, grab my inner-wear and when i was almost stepping into the bathroom, i looked out of the window and i do not know why it suddenly strike my mind reminding me that i have no school today dear. Had them placed back into my room, back to my bedroom and i went into dreamland. I am blur, yes i am.

Today is Christmas Eve. Shouldn't i feel happier, excited and looking forward to this day?
For a little moment, i could feel even happier than any of you.
Yet for another moment, i feel that i should stay home on this eve instead.

Why am i feeling this way?

Santa's gonna give me an answer at 12am.

adios! off my ass to meet baby soon (: