My Sweetest....

Sense of Satisfaction

hello journal, i am here again.

Time really really flies and hey look, 9 more days to go and he's gonna be back in my arms again. Counting down every hour, every minutes & seconds, every-time. His arrival date is reeeaaching so god damn soon, i know i know. Please feel happy for me; i am very anxious and gets so excited about it! I wonder how would my reaction gonna be the moment i see him ? Confirm HEART ATTACK! High blood pressure! Heart-beat times 100000! Yipeee Yipeee Yaaaaay Yaaaay ~

you'll never know how how how how fucking excited i can get. MY BABY YOU KNOW!
I am so satisfied with myself that i managed to cope along with it,especially this torturous 35 lonely days. hell man.

are you sick of my entries ? it's all about him, don't you find it sick?

Tell you guys the truth. Actually, i am sick. Main problem?

Love sick.

**edited**

sorry baby,i skipped dinner today. Right now i'm regretting because i'm suffering from gastritis. It's very painful. Or is that appendix? ):