My Sweetest....

*comtemplative mood*

Sometimes, i'm really curious and having doubts about l-i-f-e.
Why do we have to go through all these unnecessary obstacles?

to learn and gain experience? Tell me whether was it all god's plan?
It is so weird.. especially when i am growing up, looking at all the people around me. Ive been living for 18years on earth. To me,It's a pretty short period of time in life.. but i've really seen a whole lot of people with different character, how bad/well they carry and present themselves to others.. etc.
as far as i know, i've heard that "people do change" and they will never stay the same. Ha.
How about the bad ones? Is it true? Will they ever make changes to their lives?

All of a sudden, i am feeling so vexed.
thoughts are running all over my mind, it's in a whirl now, it's really whirling.
it's despicable the way a person present herself/himself to others,at times. Why?
& it applies to some girls.. (to whoever it may concern, i know who they are)
and why can't they cherish and learn to love themselves before they start to give out love to others? I can't bring myself to see a friend of mine who is willingly giving out her body to anyguys. How can they degrade themselves just like that? Are girls born to be losers or what?
I've to say that it's morally unacceptable. ........
How i wish i have the ability/capability (whatever it can be) to change a person's char and make adjustment to their lives. Then it would be perfect,great. Yeah, That's "IF" only it's possible ):
i know i've none of God's powers. Hahahaha.
so i believe that's life with full of ups and downs.
to make us realise and to see what is this world all about.
also to see what kind-of humans there are, on earth?
It's interesting yet challenging at times. Funny yet it's weird...

Hurting? But it has to be considered as a fact.

well.

i am comtemplating the meaning of life.....