My Sweetest....

Don't spy on me and don't bother to look out for changes in my nick/friendster/blog.

Because it's too late.

Work today was hell.
Feel frustrated the whole damn day all because i didn't had enough sleep last night.
I couldn't get to rest in the room ):
had a hard time dozing off actually.
Coz' my ears have to be alert just in case, Nancy/Treslin walk past me.
moreover, i'm working at the counter.
How can i shut my eyes and rest my head down on the table?
Stupid job.

Damn lifeless.
Same routine, same shit happens everyday.
But life' is still as good tho. Haha.
I almost left out something.
someone is being a coward today.
skipped work and would rather nancy docked her pay than to turn up for work.
look, you are gonna be the one losing out and not me you know?
Are you really down with a bad fuck flu or trying to avoid me as much as you can?
If second reason is the case, you gotta suffer for another 3 weeks with me around in the spa.
my existence is gonna make you worry about how you are going to FACE me 5days in a week.
You shouldn't be talking behind my back if you really dislike me.
and what i hate most is the part when you're often so fake towards me at work.
Your behaviour and attitude towards me ain't the real you at all.
There are people who knows that you dislike me but i wonder why you still went up to tell them almost every single thing about me that's not even true at all.
let me tell you, you went up to the wrong group of people.
now that i know what's actually going on, i feel that i shouldn't be your friend anymore.
You are sucha two-faced ***** =.=''
There are times when i really regard you as my true friend yet shit happened.
You felt depressed at times and often seek for my advice and i've tried to help.

Yet now, the truth is out and you are pretending so pretty well.

What the fuck?

Since you have been feeling so down and often wants to end your life.. then..
People like you should jolly well...... ...... yeah.
you know what?
You should end your fucking miserable life.
END IT ALL IN ONE SHOT, BITCH.

How dare you fucking spout nonsense behind my back...
Stop trying to gain sympathy from the rest.
You are changing your life from bad to worst you know, idiot.
Life is in your hands, nobody can get hold of it and control you.
NONE AT ALL.
Grow up, you are no longer in your childhood times.
GET IT?!

Lastly, Don't act as if you are damn pathetic because You are not PATHETIC AT ALL -.-''